April 16, 2009

It's Been Way Too Long....

First off, I have to apologize for my way delayed blogging. It has taken a while for me to adjust to being a new mother, even though I am still adjusting, but the main reason is I just LOVE reading Chris' thoughts because he is so much better at this than I am. Nonetheless; I am back.

Big step this week? My sweet baby boy is slowing beginning to smile!!! It if few and far between, but when it happens it makes my heart break just a little. These past few weeks Caleb has not felt well at all which has made this mother transition all that much more difficult and I hate to say the main thing on my mind, besides getting my little guy better, is how much I am ready to go back to work. Well, that changed yesterday when for the first time...Caleb smiled at me. And it was an actual smile. Not an "I"m gassy" or "I'm busy making another dirty diaper for you to change momma" smile. A real smile. It all happened when I leaned down to give him a little momma kiss on his oh so sweet lips(which I have promised both Caleb and Chris that I will not do that when Caleb is old enough to be embarassed at the fact that his mother is kissing him!) However, this promise might be null and void at the fact that he loves getting kisses.

Well, now that I am back in the swing of blogging, Caleb is awake and sounds hungry. I must go for now but we will post some pics after this weekend when Caleb will hit yet another milestone...he will be 1 month old!!!

1 comment:

Flyin Shirer said...

Glad to hear you back sister! Isn't amazing that little smile! Wait until he's laying in your bed already awake and when you open your eyes, he's already smiling at you as he was watching you sleep! Mmmm....love it! I love when I wake up and my girls are all curled up around me. (they are getting heavy though)
Enjoy the moments girl!

Our growing boy!

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