As of today, I am 31 weeks pregnant which means one thing to me.....only 9 weeks until I am considered "full term". This fact both excites and terrifies me all at once. The fact that Chris and I planned this beautiful pregnancy does not pop into my head when I realize in just a few months our first little one will be here. And that is when the hormones kick in and I begin freaking out. What kind of a mother will I be? Will I get that instant bond that everyone says comes naturally? What if I am that 1/10000000000 that just doesn't "click" with their child?
Too many bad thoughts....but there's one main thought that I keep with me. I will love this little boy like no one has ever loved before! And I know whatever department I slack in that my loving husband will pick it up. Because as you all know, he was put here to be a father and oh my, what a terrific father this guy is gonna make.
Our growing boy!
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Hey you two and a half... I am ready to pack up and come visit till springtime!! :) I'm freezing!
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